Madame de Fer
~full view recommended~
parker & hardison → picnic under the stars
Clint Barton disguised as Jeremy Renner in Comic-Con: A Summary
Chris Evans dancing during the AoU panel at SDCC 2014. [x]
1. After Pitfall, she is really sad about Stacker being dead.
2. Like, I don’t give a shit how much sex she is having with Raleigh Becket. I do not care how good he is at head. I do not care who else makes it through Pitfall. Once the adrenaline wears off, once she’s had a shower and a meal to eat and enough time by herself to look in a bathroom mirror, possibly even when she looks in a bathroom mirror and sees her face for the first time in a world where the man who saved her life on the worst day of her life — she is going to remember that the emotional linchpin of her life for the past dozen+ years is dead. And it’s going to be ugly.
3. LIKE SERIOUSLY I LOVE YOU MAKO/RALEIGH SHIPPERS GOD BLESS YOUR LITTLE HEARTS BUT IF I SEE ANOTHER FIC WHERE MAKO IS SAD FOR A LITTLE BIT ABOUT STACKER BEING DEAD AND THEN JUST MOVES ON NBD, I JUST.
To selectively misquote a thing: SHE ONLY SPEAKS THE TRUTH.
I have so many ugly feelings on the intensity of mako’s stacker-affiliated feelings after the movie it’s why I am SO GLAD there was no Big Giant Kiss at the end of teh film because fuck’s sake people her dad just died and yeah they just saved the world and maybe they’ll bang during the drift hangover because that seems like the kind of thing you do in such a circumstance but then there’d be an awful month of self-destructive seclusion wherein mako would really regret that because it was at the wrong time and she’s not in a place for a relationship because there’s only room in her body for grief raleigh would be really confused and upset for her because he gets doing the wrong thing when you’re grieving and he wouldn’t know what to do to help aside from sit outside her door and bring food and IDK do laundry and once she gets through the initial sadness binge there are still months she’s mostly okay they manage to cobble together a relationship separate from mutual ‘we lost a lot of shit to the kaiju’and there will still be times when she looks at him and remembers stacker’s gone and they had sex right after and she feels just as awful and sick and regretful and doesn’t wanna look at him because her father is gone and that was disrespectful’ and do you even realize that she’ll never ever really be able to completely separate raleigh’s existence and stacker’s in her mind because stacker brought raleigh to her stacker is the reason she has him (and in really ugly moments of missing stacker so much she’ll occasionally wish she had stacker back instead of raleigh your move on whether or not they’re still occasionally ghost-drifting and raleigh knows it) grief: a basic primer (tags from confabulatrix)