#you know how after one person doesn’t speak for a long time #when they finally do speak again #their voice is guttural #due to the long silence #when jaime says cersei’s name it’s so low #and it almost doesn’t sound like him #and it’s not like jaime hasn’t spoken ever since he was caught #but talking to robb stark #or to catelyn stark #or to brienne #it’s not like talking to cersei #those people are not cersei #and when he does say her name again #and he finally says out loud after dreaming of saying it #and after whispering it under the starry sky #or even just thinking about it #it’s a prayer #he conveys a message #look at me cersei #look at me #i am broken too #but i am here (x)
#i will never understand how people think that cersei sees jaime as a protector #i mean yes he was quite literally her swordhand #which he has lost now #but she handled everything perfectly without his help even before he was gone #she didn’t need him as a protector during all that time #i mean #just the whole ‘power is power’ scene proves that #cersei is perfectly capable of protecting herself #BUT SHE IS IN L O V E WITH HIM #FOR GODS SAKE #ITS A DYSFUNCTIONAL ABUSIVE FUCKED UP RELATIONSHIP #AND NARCISSTIC AS HELL #HE IS WHAT SHE ALWAYS WANTED TO BE #and now he comes back and is damaged like a mere human being #who he is #but what cersei has never seen in him #he was never mortal to her #and she loved him for that
(via joannalannister)
